Kinda in one of them moods where just want to be left alone..

Wish i had someone to lean on

How can you just act like we never existed.

I guess ill try to get over you..

My heart

My heart cant leave yur captivity I want you more then the air I breathe. I love you so much I wish you could feel my heart beat increase at the thought of you.. I can feel you even when your no where near me. I long for the day that our lips meet and share tht passionate first kiss. I invision out wedding day wen we exchange those concrete and life bonding vows to one another. I imagine what our first home looks like and how it’d be just to lie with you in bed for yu first time. I will love you forever and I will never leave yur side I promise. My heart is your forever intertwined TLC..

A hopelessly in love heart..

usually when I’m in a bad mood I say “I wanna go home”, but last night I already was. Me and my father have never gotten in an argument like last night. I saw him in a new light yesterday. He wasn’t my best friend anymore;he was my enemy. I was so hurt by his anger towards me. But he wouldn’t even calm down to hear me speak. I’ve lost all trust in my communication with him. He’s now just another soldier in my mothers army. It’s sucks when both parents turn against you. I never wanted to get up.and drive so bad in my life if I didn’t have a test or assignments to turn in I would rode out last night…. 2mor needs to get here asap. Fsu here I come.

This special someone means a lot to me though I try not to give them all my tme. They make me happier then ever when they are with me or I hear their voice, but they are my forbidden fruit. My ex’s best friend. If they were to pursue me it could potentially seen as petty due to the fact that my ex is still in love with me. But us it doesn’t matter because we got love for each other and the fact tht it is forbidden makes the fire burn evenmore. I don’t want to give them all my time because we will never be together in a successful relationship but my heart still for them… It hurts.. to love someone that you can never be with….but they my special someone.